Tuesday, September 17, 2013

Why.

Today in Christian Ethics, my class walked together in silence to the flagpoles on campus. The flags were half mass due to the traumatic shooting that happened in Washington D.C. yesterday. TCU lowered the flags out of respect and love for those impacted by this horrific event. It is a symbol of a united body on this campus, recognizing tragedy. As we walked together I felt a strong feeling of respect from my classmates, everyone was a little somber. While we stood looking up at the American flag, Texas flag, and TCU flag my heart began to break a little. 

We always ask why do bad things like this happen to undeserving people? My response has always been, because it is Gods will. Everything is planned perfectly by Him. But sometimes it's hard to understand His intentions. Looking up at the flags half raised, I saw respect and a sense of community on campus. I felt a part of this campus, as we were all joined by sadness. I could hear nothing but silence and my thoughts and conversation with God. I begged Him to give me just an ounce of understanding. What I would give to be able to answer everyones questions as to why. 


As a Christian, people are going to ask you "where is your God right now?" in times of tragedy. Well, why do bad things happen to those who have Faith? I think bad things happen to good people every minute of every day. Those 12 people who were shot and killed are in Heaven with the Lord, living a better life with Him then they would here on Earth. I know He was so gracious and welcoming to those 12 and joyous that they have entered into His kingdom. I know He welcomed them with open arms and a heavy heart. We can't explain why people do bad and traumatic things, but we can pray that God give us some peace and a glimpse of understanding as to why. 


What is our responsibility as Christians? Is there an obligation to stop violence? These questions were asked by my professor at the end of class and really made me take a step back. We have a community accountability and everyone wants to feel safe and secure. Christian faithfulness requires public action by churches and Believers. Actions like these tragedies could be lessons for us to learn from. We have the privilege to not have to find out answers to the question why? But as Christians, we are asked to wrestle to find answers. 


Trust Him,

Courtney

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